quicky

I shall blog about the amazing dinner I had tonight later today,
but for now,
let's stress a little about PW results, shall we?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

jfc

just watch it omg

sigh I wish I had talent

SATurday

spent about 10 hours at SAT class today 

I just about died

pretty happy because I got 2000 on my practice test, but still, i'll only be satisfied if I get up to 2300

+ math is my weakest point right now and we haven't even had the math lessons yet

so here's hoping I get up there 

In the meantime, i'm just gonna relax and enjoy the perfection that is Jacob Artist + Ne- Yo

goodnight x

Othello auditions

• So I  go in for drama on wednesday, knowing without a shadow of doubt that I won't be auditioning for anything because I need to focus on my studies, and I end up trying out for not one but two roles. At first I wanted to do it because I really love the audition process but then I kinda thought about it and I could actually do these two roles because a) they're really small roles and won't take a lot of my time b) I REALLY WANT TO ACT FOR LIT NIGHT 
• So I ended up trying for Emilia and Bianca but I don't really want Em because she's just not a character I can connect with somehow. Bianca on the other hand, is absolutely perffff

She literally comes in for one scene, throws a handkerchief in Cassio's face, bitches at him, flirts with him, and then bitches at him for a little bit longer. I LOVE IT. She's so badass and doesn't take anyone's crap and basically all I aspire to be (except for maybe the prostitution bit)

But still, I don't think i'll get it because there's only 3 female roles in the play and as a result about 9 girls auditioned for the part. NINE (!!!)

oh well, whatever happens, happens 

(crosses fingers)

sidetrack babies

met em, deb and nat at udder's on thursday for deb's belated b'day celebrations <3

Can't really say much except for how much I genuinely miss these girls when i'm not with them 

The friendship between us doesn't seem like we're just school friends but somehow they're almost this family with whom I can say/ do absolutely anything because I trust them so implicitly. 

Though we can go months without seeing each other, when we get together it's almost as if we never left tkgs :') I swear I don't laugh as much when i'm with anyone else, we're all equally nuts. We've been through so much together and I don't think I could ever thank them enough for sticking by my side. I love you girls so much :*

done and dusted

[UPDATE.1220] guys, please don't read this okay? I wrote this when I was really angry and I just needed to rant and I don't want to be seen as a hateful person, because I swear i'm not (unless you decide to bitch about me and my friends to anybody with who will listen- in which case I WILL cut a bitch)

okay, so, purely rhetorical question here; when 5 girls who are best friends in secondary school and have this awesome clique that seems relatively untouchable have a falling out, leaving the group separated 4 to 1, who is in the wrong here?
yeah, that's what I thought.

WHAT THE FUDGE IS WRONG WITH YOU, YOU NUTCASE. 
WHY you are hell bent on destroying my life WHY?! I can only assume it's because you’re jealous that I actually have friends who genuinely like me for me and not for what I pretend I am [not to mention they are real breathing and living human beings]. BUT I JUST HEARD THAT YOU THINK YOU CAN EXTEND YOUR HOSTILITY TO MY FRIENDS?! Bitch. I will say this once. You've been messing with me for more than a year and I have done except [continuously] apologize for something you THINK I did. BUT if you mess with my friends I WILL make your life a living HELL. I have known you for a far longer time than most and as a result I also have so much disgusting shit on you so just trust me on this, DO NOT OPEN THIS CAN OF WORMS. I have texts/emails/screenshots of plenty instances that would just destroy your life- yes, this includes a text exchange between us that CLEARLY states who cancelled on sentosa last minute and who pushed her flight back so that she could meet her best friends. You've had the balls to tell oh so many people about “damini the bitch who victimizes the innocent and blameless” so maybe i should grow some balls and tell them what really happened, no? And to think I made sure to never contradict your lies because I didn't want people to think less of you in this new school, I mean, even if we were no longer friends it doesn't mean that I should interfere with your life right? Hah.

and also, most of those people who you turned against me are now talking to ME about YOU and whether or not you’re a pathological liar (yes, by the way, it was a rather unanimous decision)

you know who you are

www.imh.com.sg/

P.S. To those thinking i'm lying right now, tell me honestly, have you really never been suspicious? A certain slip- up in a certain lie perhaps? Stories not matching? Friends seemingly non- existent? Come talk to me, I will gladly explain my side + more, all you have to do is ask, trust me, i've done it many many times before :)

my fluffy monkey

shower > math

goodnight x