Sunday, April 28, 2013

#gifqueen

Emergency Protocol: When in desperate need of cheering up

squishy baby faces are the best



future husband, i'm looking at you :3

:')
don't you ever have days when you're just like
"look Charles the human is waving!wave back charles, wave back!"
-tumblr





Saturday, April 27, 2013

misanthropic at best

do you ever wish you could change someone?
because you know, with every fibre of your being, that it's for their own good
but you don't know why you even bother 
because they won't change
not for the better at least
x


Friday, April 26, 2013

things i know for certain (god forbid)

i'm going to fail my mid years with flying colours
i'm going to get a mediocre score for the SATs
i'm going to screw up my prelims because
i'm going to have to take the october SATs
i'm going to get shitty predictive grades
i'm not going to get into any of my dream universities
i'm so done with this shitfest of a life

i'm not going to school tomorrow


Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

face demons


so today
out of bloody nowhere
my teacher decides to ask me if i'm stressed because "all (my) pimples are coming out"
now, I know she didn't mean it in a mean way but i mean
come on
do you have any idea how extremely self conscious I am about that?
I know i've got terrible skin
and trust me, i've tried everything
somedays i still feel so disgusting and gross
that I don't even have it in me to go down to the canteen for breaks
(I wouldn't want anyone to see my face if they don't absolutely have to)
:/

i've got more than enough things to feel shitty so thanks for that.

Monday, April 22, 2013

blanket apology

to anybody who has to put up with me this week

i'm sorry for being depressing
i'm sorry for being annoying
i'm sorry for being a jerk
i'm sorry for being irritable
i'm sorry for being moody
i'm sorry for being emotional
i'm sorry for being fat
i'm sorry for being disgusting
i'm sorry for being quiet
i'm sorry for being boring
i'm sorry for being useless
i'm sorry for being me