i'm going to fail my mid years with flying colours
i'm going to get a mediocre score for the SATs
i'm going to screw up my prelims because
i'm going to have to take the october SATs
i'm going to get shitty predictive grades
i'm not going to get into any of my dream universities
i'm so done with this shitfest of a life
so today out of bloody nowhere my teacher decides to ask me if i'm stressed because "all (my) pimples are coming out" now, I know she didn't mean it in a mean way but i mean come on do you have any idea how extremely self conscious I am about that? I know i've got terrible skin and trust me, i've tried everything somedays i still feel so disgusting and gross that I don't even have it in me to go down to the canteen for breaks (I wouldn't want anyone to see my face if they don't absolutely have to) :/
i've got more than enough things to feel shitty so thanks for that.
i'm sorry for being depressing
i'm sorry for being annoying
i'm sorry for being a jerk
i'm sorry for being irritable
i'm sorry for being moody
i'm sorry for being emotional
i'm sorry for being fat
i'm sorry for being disgusting
i'm sorry for being quiet
i'm sorry for being boring
i'm sorry for being useless
i'm sorry for being me