i gotta go to school tomorrow

I think i've forgotten how

seeing RED

you're such a lying little devil
how the fuck do you go to sleep at night

XO

holy fucking eargasm

the taste that your lips allow

it's a good thing I don't believe in love, 

because even if I did,

it would just screw me over.

sugar we're going down swinging

I'm grossly under appreciative of the fact that I have a swing in my room

hehehe

I plan on spending far more evenings doing exactly this.

mehndi

I love decent people, and singapore's ridiculous efficiency.

Last month I lost my wallet at the JB concert, thankfully it was just my concert wallet, and only had my ezlink + 100 bucks. Still, serious heart pain ugh.

Yesterday my mum got a call from CJC, yes, MY FUDGING JUNIOR COLLEGE, that my wallet had been left at buangkok mrt station.

Firstly, what the hell is a buangkok?
Secondly, holy fudgesical, how did they know my school. I mean, that's really amazing that they took all that trouble to track me down and I am really really grateful, but I still can't help being slightly creeped out.

Anyway, Keith Phoe, idk who you are, but i could kiss you right now :*

Also, I got my henna done at little india with mum yesterday. I think it's easily the worst job i've every had done. (and it was bloody 20 bucks) So I made my nails this ridiculously bright pink to make me feel a little bit better about the disaster on my hands. 

my little pensieve

I don't know why, but i've always had the weirdest dreams

The good ones, well they're hilarious ( I might wake up laughing)

The nightmares though, they can be terrifying. 

(specially since most of them are memories)

also, chocolate covered strawberries

thick wool jumpers/ tights/ fur-lined boots/ hot cocoa/ cute ski instructors/ snow angels/ fluffy earmuffs/ heated pools/ board games/ long drives

can't wait to get to that ski lodge in december

x

asshole

I have exactly two weaknesses;

• Cute boys
• Cute dogs

So clearly the person who decided to give Zayn Malik a puppy has found my one true kryptonite.

and I don't even like coffee

You know what my absolute favourite thing is? Sitting in starbucks with a hot peppermint mocha on a cold day listening to absolutely anyone talk about their day/ week/ life.

For a really long time part of my life I was ridiculously shy, the idea of public speaking would generally reduce me to tears. But when you're shy, you learn to listen. Not in a creepy way, but with sincere interest. When someone rants to me about something it's honest to god one of my absolute favourite things. It makes me feel like not only do you trust me, but hearing/ seeing that emotion from you is just the most interesting thing. I genuinely love hearing about people's days, and sometimes i'll get so caught  up in your story, i'll forget to speak entirely.

In fact, screw starbucks. If you see me sitting in the canteen, just talk to me. It can be about the movie you recently watched/ the person in your class that you likelike/ the way the stars seem to shine a little bit brighter when you're in love/ or what the hell we're gonna do with the rest of our lives.

I will say this though, as much as I may enjoy talking to you, i'll rarely approach you first. It might be because of a deep - seeded insecurity that you may not want to talk to me, or simply the fact that one never truly gets over their shyness entirely. Either way, if you catch my eye, just say hi.

x

I'm gonna need a bigger bag

16th Nov- 23rd Nov : OSLP INDIA

27th Nov - 4th Dec : GEOG PERTH TRIP

7th Dec - 23rd Dec : AUSTRIA + GERMANY + ISTANBUL

(note the lengthy intervals)

shaken, not stirred

Watched Skyfall with the family after dinner on saturday. I honestly thought it was really good, but somehow that exceptional James Bond sauve humour was just lacking. Craig is really good at his action but he's far too serious, Brosnan was the perfect balance of both. Either way, the opening credits were so bloody brilliant that the song is still stuck in my head.

I took my broke a$$ home

Went shopping with Anika on saturday and jeeez I swear we're the only two people with that much shopping stamina. We hit Ion + 313 (double forever 21s aw yeeah) from about 12- 6, and we probably would've kept going if I wasn't going out for dinner with mia familia.

Anyway, these are a few of my loots, the rest are in the wash because i've already worn them :P

apparently the year is almost over? well, fuck.

+I have an entirely unhealthy obsession with diaries/journals/stationary

gorg necklace from F21 that I bought simply because I thought it looked cute with the jumper below

This jumper is just the softest most snuggly thing ever :3

some basics; dog chain from F21 which i plan to wear once I find an army jacket

top/stradivarius, shorts/new look 

clearly I haven't gotten over with my stud obsession

but they're so cute waah

I'm so broke now :'(

PLUS the new id is costing me 55 bucks

(+10 for the photo)

sighh

there's still some glitter in my boobs

OLAM DIWALI NIGHT 2012

who's bloody idea was it to have the party on a sunday, I was at home at 12 when i'm usually still dancing with the girls at 2. hurrumph. They should book the club like a year in advance next time.

Also, 2nd year in a row that I haven't performed :/ Last year because of O's, this year's promo's (and next year's A's)

STILL, good night as always, we "I never'd" and Shweta and I lost. Repeatedly. (We don't do excessively scandalous things, the others just don't do any)

Met the older girls as well! Shruti & Ashima omg I remember when i was like 5 I used to look up to them so much, and I still do.

I've been going for these parties since I was born, and needless to say, these amazing people have seen me grow up and are basically my extended family

weeew time for some pic spam
(forgive me for the excessive selfies, I was really bored while waiting for my mum to come help me take of the damn sari)

(I was going for wistful but i think I got stuck at 'about to sneeze')

awks family photo (Y)

+how adopted do I look here!

night out

We ended up hitting attica, which was good and all but in the end we were all so exhausted we just chilled at starbucks for the longest time and just had a super chill time

The bouncer there was so cute though; he took my id and looks at me frowning (keep in mind this is a really tall black guy with a nose ring) and then he goes "smile" and giggles at me when I do. ndahjnaauw so cuute :)

The creepy guy ratio was bonkers yesterday, and the cute guy ratio obsolete.

Still a good night though, though it'll be the last one with maddy :(

Gonna go meet anika for some serious shopping now. I feel like doing some serious damage to my wallet.

stop running away you twat

It is entirely depressing how ridiculously accurate this is.

hallowhat

This picture is the most i've had to do halloween this year. Last year I had O's, this year everyone's got their HSC's. I grew up trick or treating on my street and I just ugh okay this is depressing me far too much just forget it.

Long day, ending with starbucks + burgershack with Nat & Sanjay after drama <3

OH and I got cast as princess Belle for open house :D Gonna get the Beauty and Beast blu-ray from Nat for research, but in the meantime if anyone sees an abnormally pouffy yellow gown keep me in the loop kay?

In the meantime, enjoy my siamese twin

happy halloween x

promo results & other fuck-ups

Got back all my promo results today. (BBCCD)

It was more of a haze than a proper script checking, which is good I guess, because everybody was drifting anyway.

I'm actually ridiculously surprised/pleased/proud of myself

I mean, I improved so much in Lit that my name actually got flashed on the screen (!)
-I honestly was not expecting that, almost squealed out loud when I saw that
-Also, JFASFALAOD SO SO PROUD OF T1 FOR 100% PASSES!! :')
(Ben and Jerry's here we comeeee)

Math was a major disappointment though, I was almost entirely sure i'd get a B.
Then again, I kinda did neglect it because I thought it was one of my better subjects; but still, how will I explain an A- C drop from MYEs to my (very asian) mother (sigh)

I <3 Econs okay, I just don't get how people don't like it

GEOGRAPHY FJSFNASC GEOGRAPHY
I swear i'm not being all 'oh i totally didn't study but oh look an A!", because I honest to GOD thought I was gonna FAAAAAIL. So imagine my surprise when I saw a shiny green star sticker on the front of my script, with the letter B encircled right next to it.
what
omg
whaaaat
FYI I didn't actually sleep before i took the geog paper on that fateful monday;
I pulled an all nighter, save for a 45 min nap around 4 30am
(worth it)

I think the relatively okay-ness of my grades is just hitting me, because oh my fuckk in school  I just couldn't compute any other emotion than soul- crushing depression.

I hate this school system. I HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT.
I cannot imagine a J2 year without Nat, I just will not have it.
Please CJ, don't take away my friends in T01, there's so many people I simply cannot do without.
Please please please pleeeeeease

Alright, that's it, i'm done with the fuck up that is today.

Little Things

Ed Sheeran is like the anti- Nicki Minaj (in the absolute best possible way)

Hindi. Gah.

Hindi A level paper was today

It was alright I guess (I didn’t know 3/5 vocab words fml)

I’m so scared for results not because I actually care much, but because I know that whatever 

I get, I could’ve done better if I’d sincerely studied (at all)

Also, my mum’s a hindi genius so there’s really only one way this will end

After the exam I went out for lunch with the BAES, they’re seriously so amazing

We had no actual plans so we ended up cooing at puppies for about an hour :3

Also, i’m convinced that a second helix simply just isn’t anywhere in my future :’( 

Came home, crashed, just woke up and now i’m having dinner and watching scrubs 

x

Dropped hearts

OHMYGOD

My Dad just freeeaked me out

We were having dinner and he says something about “that thing in your wallet that helped us watch the movie (Looper)” and then smiles really sneakily

MY FAKE ID?! WHAT OMG MY HEART JUST DROPPED

(I assumed looper might be M18 because the slight nudity/swearing)

So i’m dying, right? And then he takes out his wallet and gives me 50 bucks an i’m legit like WTF

aaand then I realized he was talking the fact that i’d bought the tickets because I was already chilling at 112 with Anika before they got there

PHEWWWWW

(side note: TAKE FAKE ID OUT OF WALLET)

Lava cake at Max brenner’s!