promo results & other fuck-ups

Got back all my promo results today. (BBCCD)

It was more of a haze than a proper script checking, which is good I guess, because everybody was drifting anyway.

I'm actually ridiculously surprised/pleased/proud of myself

I mean, I improved so much in Lit that my name actually got flashed on the screen (!)
-I honestly was not expecting that, almost squealed out loud when I saw that
-Also, JFASFALAOD SO SO PROUD OF T1 FOR 100% PASSES!! :')
(Ben and Jerry's here we comeeee)

Math was a major disappointment though, I was almost entirely sure i'd get a B.
Then again, I kinda did neglect it because I thought it was one of my better subjects; but still, how will I explain an A- C drop from MYEs to my (very asian) mother (sigh)

I <3 Econs okay, I just don't get how people don't like it

GEOGRAPHY FJSFNASC GEOGRAPHY
I swear i'm not being all 'oh i totally didn't study but oh look an A!", because I honest to GOD thought I was gonna FAAAAAIL. So imagine my surprise when I saw a shiny green star sticker on the front of my script, with the letter B encircled right next to it.
what
omg
whaaaat
FYI I didn't actually sleep before i took the geog paper on that fateful monday;
I pulled an all nighter, save for a 45 min nap around 4 30am
(worth it)

I think the relatively okay-ness of my grades is just hitting me, because oh my fuckk in school  I just couldn't compute any other emotion than soul- crushing depression.

I hate this school system. I HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT.
I cannot imagine a J2 year without Nat, I just will not have it.
Please CJ, don't take away my friends in T01, there's so many people I simply cannot do without.
Please please please pleeeeeease

Alright, that's it, i'm done with the fuck up that is today.