2nd annual baes @ Nat's

i really do love these girls
so much
between getting super drunk
and super happy
i'm the best version of myself with these guys <3

why teen wolf is the best

"Sweetheart, let me tell you something no teenager ever believes, but I guarantee you is the absolute truth. You fall in love more than once. It will happen again. It will be just as amazing and extraordinary as the first time and maybe just as painful. But it'll happen again. I promise. But until then, be your own anchor. " 

1.1.14

maybe this year i'll be good enough for someone
maybe he'll help me be good enough for myself
or maybe he'll take whatever i left

maybe I should just be with myself this year

fuck

i'm so fucking pathetic
so so fucking sad
and angry
and i tried. I really tried
but crying for two hours on the first day of 2014
it can't be that bad can it
i can't help myself
and i can't ask anyone either
I haven't cried in months
so why today
why now
why me